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not all femicentric stories of woe
have to include their version of Romeo,
but the fact my fantasy mind upholds
is that every straight male tries to manifest that one
who will get on their hands and knees without
anything needing to be
said or done –
a natural proclivity to procreate

that still will take
generations to satiate.
i won’t be around that late:
when sex is either so criminally problematic
or we’ve all turned into reprobates.
oh wait…

on the news there’s a reprint
about a local school district’s teaching assistant
who got fired for her OnlyFans account.
keeping in mind this is a story involving children,
the real brief was the outlet shared her online pseudonym –
ladies if y’all wondering where yer dads is at,
’cause now the damn media has me thinking:

just how hot is she?
should i check?
“i’ll remember the name”
and still do, if we’re being truthful,
and every mom and dad and child over two
will too.
publicity is good in that kind of business,
but i know first hand what early porn use can do to kids

but then the “cool, woke, modern” me
empathizes with free choice in contemporary society
cause blah-blah-blah democracy,
and thinks the woke, modern,
potentially-sexy TA is super cool, too
for sticking it to the man with her progressive point-of-view
and could potentially book a private show for us deux
which would be kinda kewl
were her schedule not blown up from said story on the news,
or wait until January for the more affordable option
and buy her 2023 video pack at a reduced transaction.

my chin is on my palm with my weenis on the table
while my fingers support a heavy head that’s numb,
dumb,
sooper dumb
for wasting another early night i could’ve front-ended with sleep
because i have to be up every fifteen minutes to pee:
“oh, she’s talking too much and there’s not enough stroking!”;
“oh, this one’s choking, next!”;
“there’s too much substance here and not enough sex!”
but isn’t that the goal of a career like this?

but how typically sexist of me.

even the ex-TA admitted in the article
that some could consider her side-hustle self-exploiting
but that it was still her choice to do it for the extra money –
unless at this juncture it’s all just backtracking:
she’s still trying to get her old job back, you see.
that is ultimately the detail what inspired me.

but i don’t pay for the porn i watch
so i’m not really entitled to any opinion at all.
so i’ll stop.

//wd 10.25.2023

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