that one curmudgeonly leaf

A poem.


i’ll have the news on to catch the top stories
but after a few minutes it’s purposeless –
they’re all the same bullet points from yesterday
through a perspection of passing time:

some people died
and one famous about to;
displaced persons from a camp removal;
one’s a terrorist about to be tried;
another one biding to be penalized;
global warming at an all-time high;
random attacks on the rise;
car pile-up on the ninety-nine…

by then all i feel is empty inside:
it sounds like a Saturday night of gaming
than a generation’s place in humankind.
i put a CD i’ve heard a thousand times in the drive
that doesn’t come standard with new models of that type,
because i’d rather hear Morrissey whine
than to face my own materiality of being alive.

when my world ends,
i don’t want it to be from a shot to the head
or an environment that kills me in earnestness
or even just peacefully laying in bed:

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the position of my said

A poem about driving somewhere specific very early in the morning.


mary-jane and acetaminophen:
that’s what i’m on
as i’m cruising one-hundred-and-ten
kilometers-an-hour
through an atmospheric storm…

yeeeEEEEEEE-HAAAAWWWWWWW!

i’m wearing year-old prescriptions i’ve hardly had on
to increase my vision like 8K VR
as if ’twere a simulator of Schrodinger’s Cat
and if i’m speaking unequivocally,
i can hardly see.
“where’s your position of safety now,
Mister Ex First-Aider?”

my radio is supposed to tell me what song is playing
but the signal is shit in the valley
as the RDS for the country station proudly declares
the Taylor Swift marathon is never-ending.
i suppose there’s a part of me who’s proud
he can’t differentiate between her works
like a true Swiftie could avow
though i still know what a Chalamet looks like
behind that bottle of Chanel number bleu,
interrupting a new episode of “Hot Bench” on the tube,
as much as i don’t want to,
and stand in observance of Lynch’s
over Villeneuve’s “Dune”;

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Video: jiu jie (Mazy Day)

A Short Narrative Film

“A Chinese homestay student is set up on a blind date.”


Produced in 2011 //wd

Management would like to acknowledge & thank the participation of the involved, for their assistance in producing the above feature.

Video: …that kind of thing

A Short Narrative Film

“An Art School loser has an existential crisis.”


Produced in 2010 //wd

Management would like to acknowledge & thank the participation of the involved, for their assistance in producing the above feature.

Video: the look of love

A Safe-for-Work Art Film

“Two youths share separate but all-too-familiar stories of love, lust, infatuation, and loss.”


Produced in 2010 //wd

Management would like to acknowledge & thank the participation of the involved, for their assistance in producing the above feature.